Al-Fatihah, Atan. - 2003-06-18 7:14 p.m. I still remember the times when we were trying to understand the world and how we would fit in it. I can still remember turning my head back to ask you questions upon questions because you were an underrated intellectual. I can still remember our feelings of being outsiders, because we were the only troublemakers in our class ever since we were 13. I can still remember our Aidilfitri gatherings at your house every year. I’m sorry I couldn’t make it the past 3 years. I can still remember when I pleasantly bumped into you at that restaurant a month ago, when you said you just got the new job a month before, and how proud you were when you told me that you were expecting a child. I am sorry that I could not fulfill our promise to meet up sometime after that. I truly am. You were a big part of me and all of us. You had the biggest heart, and you were always honest. Until we meet again, you will be miserably missed. Al-Fatihah for a true friend. … I am too sad and tired to be angry... Too sad and tired...