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Quitting. Maybe for the time being. - 2003-12-29 12:35 p.m.

My father-in-law passed away on Christmas day. He was driving when he got stroke due to high-blood pressure. They brought him to the hospital, and after 3 days, he left this world.

He was a very kind and generous man. We pray for him Jannah. Al-fatihah.

I have been getting anxiety/panic attacks over the last 3 weeks. I thought this was temporary, but apparently it is not. The weird thing is that I felt normal while I was in JB for the whole last week. But it came back yesterday when I reached KL.

I think it's related to stress or something, because I cannot seem to be able to shake it off. It is starting to affect everything I do, but my general physician says that my heart rate and blood pressure is normal. But what does she know? She's not the one living in this body.

I just don't know.

Wallahu'a lam.


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